.....Echoing Voices.....

well this post is as xpected a sad one.....coz now suddenly there is so much happenning in all of our lives.....it looks like just yesterday that our boards got over n today it is nearing the end of april.....it's really unbelievable how time goes.....it's resemblanc 2 sand is true cos like sand u can't hold time in ur hands......n if u could it vould be just plain lovely......just blinking our eyes got us here towards the end of april so just imagine how fast time actually goes....i can say it truly runss.......n vid it, it takes all of the happy moments as vell as sad ones, all of our memories both sad n happy n practically everything...at times v tell ourselves y doesn't time go fast n ven it actually starts going fast v start complaining......
well the title just says vat i feel at this point of time.........sometimes im just sitting in my room either reading or just lying around or just doing sumthing n i suddenly hear all our voices calling out at the same time.....i hear sum1 calling me n dat voice keeps echoing in my mind....i hear sum1 playfully calling me ,"SUN,SUN BABIE,SHANNEY" n i hear small chuckles n small laughs n those giggles......i hear all of it n then i just sit up n look around n find no1 around n den i suddenly realise it's them......it's my frnds calling me from far off, they r distant, n cant come close coz there are a lot of barriers in between.....i feel i should do sumthing, i feel i shld try atleast sumthing but then ven i try moving my arms n legs are tied they are feelingless n so i start drifting away n start dreaming about all of us........
...........these are the echoing voices that haunt me then n now, day in and day out, n i cán't get rid of them bcoz in a vey i vant 2 keep them vid me....i vant live every moment of it again n i tell u i vill surely do anything 2 live those moments again.......i mean it.......anything.......just fer now i feel these voices are driving me insane n i can't bear them anymore.......(all the voices of teachers,students howling,us screaming aeeyy yaarr n ohh myy godddsss,our tabla,our hogging voices)everything tingles even in my unconscious mind even now....stilll it has the same impact on me as it had ven all of it happenned.........n then suddenly these voices start drifting aprt n become faint as if in the distance n i start looking around wildly, searching fer them fer all of them, i look around with eyes floaded vid tears n i realise every1 has gone.......every1 has gone far far away.....every1 has chosen their own different destiny n deir own different paths n are heading fer it......n dere i sit n dismay not vanting 2 actually accept vat is happenning.......................................