astaghfirullah

my god.......astaghfirullah........its been more dan a month since i last updated ma blog....shit....i cant believe it.......now ven jo updated her blog.......she gave me da inspiration 2 actually update mine 2.......hehe........vell as it is she has ritten vatever has been happening on social basis n even on her personal basis.........my life is more or less da same xcept fer 1 thing dat ive got sum1 special in ma life.......finally........
u no its been like after 1 and almost a half years dat i actually made frnds vid sum1 n now am going out vid him.......its been since.......ummmmm.......da 20th yeps.......gosh.........but believe me da state dat i ves in.......before all dis i cant even imagine..........sha it sux n i alveys pray 2 god dat pls dont let ne1 go thru vatever ive been thru.........its bad u no..........no words fer dat situation of mine............its bad............
its true dat emotional pain is worse dan physical pain........in da physical pain u can atleast apply sumthing 2 ease da pain but in da emotional kinds vat 2 do?????........xcept cry cry cry n only cry............n believe me it is not dat much of a gud idea........2 cry n swell ur eyes as if a dozen bees just stung u rite in ur eyeballs.............
but thankfully everythings fine rite now n im glad............more dan glad fer dat............i hope it stays dis vey..........lets c how far all dis is destined 2 go...........