.......feeling lonely......
Hey guys......oh no i think all of it is actually coming back again due to boredom i have started feeling low again......i haev started thinking everything that has happenned in da past year.....i no all u guys must be like oh my god here she goes again n u vill not vanna hear it again but cmon if u guys dont listen 2 all of it den hoo vill????....im feeling like talking bout a llottt n since i have nothing 2 do dese days cos my mom n sis have gone so i am feeling a lil toooo lonely.....
At the moment im just feeling like sleeping in mom's warm godh(laps) n just cuddling up 2 her n crying out aloud n telling her everything dats been happenned n y im feeling soooo horrible......sumtimes its just soo weird re.....its bad...i feel anything dats happening is soo bad n i just get frustrated vidout ne reason.......i hate it ven dis happens....i just hate myself fer being like dat.....venever it happens i og mad n crazy n just vanna get out of my place n be all alone vidout ne1 n cry my heart, lungs everything out....
I miss those shy smiles frm da corners of da school.....miss those screams frm frnds all around...miss those jhaakofying frm da BIO LAB.....miss those moments ven all of us guys n gals vent 2 K.V n had fun.......i remember the way he looked at me n i looked at him......the looks itself conveyd sooooooooo many messages dat only both of us could understand......da vey he used 2 say DA-DUH-DAAA......hehehhhe.......it used 2 be sooo cute n funny at da same time.....i miss those dayss soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.....I WANT DEM BACK.......I WANT ALL DOSE DAYS BACK.........sha but i cant have em back n i no dat n dats vat bothers me mosttttttt. neveys heres sumthing vich suits my situation........
IT HURTS
It hurts to go on like nothing happenned,
It hurts to look around with a put-on smile,
It hurts to call and say wussup,
It hurts to be cheerful even for a while,
It hurts to have fun without someone,
It hurts toooo much to explain everyone,
It hurts to be the same old person,
It hurts to be really heart broken,
It hurts to cry in a room full of darkness,
It hurts because the pain is full of freshness,
It hurts to act as if i am strong,
It hurts because deep down inside i no i am rong,
It hurts a lot for the people as sensitive as me.......because no matter what i do the pain inside remains the same...............
At the moment im just feeling like sleeping in mom's warm godh(laps) n just cuddling up 2 her n crying out aloud n telling her everything dats been happenned n y im feeling soooo horrible......sumtimes its just soo weird re.....its bad...i feel anything dats happening is soo bad n i just get frustrated vidout ne reason.......i hate it ven dis happens....i just hate myself fer being like dat.....venever it happens i og mad n crazy n just vanna get out of my place n be all alone vidout ne1 n cry my heart, lungs everything out....
I miss those shy smiles frm da corners of da school.....miss those screams frm frnds all around...miss those jhaakofying frm da BIO LAB.....miss those moments ven all of us guys n gals vent 2 K.V n had fun.......i remember the way he looked at me n i looked at him......the looks itself conveyd sooooooooo many messages dat only both of us could understand......da vey he used 2 say DA-DUH-DAAA......hehehhhe.......it used 2 be sooo cute n funny at da same time.....i miss those dayss soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.....I WANT DEM BACK.......I WANT ALL DOSE DAYS BACK.........sha but i cant have em back n i no dat n dats vat bothers me mosttttttt. neveys heres sumthing vich suits my situation........
IT HURTS
It hurts to go on like nothing happenned,
It hurts to look around with a put-on smile,
It hurts to call and say wussup,
It hurts to be cheerful even for a while,
It hurts to have fun without someone,
It hurts toooo much to explain everyone,
It hurts to be the same old person,
It hurts to be really heart broken,
It hurts to cry in a room full of darkness,
It hurts because the pain is full of freshness,
It hurts to act as if i am strong,
It hurts because deep down inside i no i am rong,
It hurts a lot for the people as sensitive as me.......because no matter what i do the pain inside remains the same...............
posted by sun at
8:25 AM
6 Comments:
i m just a fone call away...:D
luvv yaaa
mwahh....
but he aint worth it...dey r all dawgss...hahaha....
yea..n i'm just a mail away? :S
lolzz..gr8 gr8..i read all ur previous posts today. n plz don xpect on all of dem separately maann:P.
so..awesome stuff man..as i told u earlier these poems r all awesome!!but stop being so low woman!! cheer up!!
it's strange how we feel like writin poems n shit only when v r sad :S. i'v decided to try n write a really happy poem when i'm like really high n shit..it's time we did THAT!!
lmao
excuse the madness..me freakin out like hell here!! :D
lowee u ppz n missin u loads..
tada
mwaaahhhzzz
heyyyy jannnnnn........veres my reply u hoare u r supposed 2 reply back if a person rites mail...by the way vere u planning 2 study bombay or bangalore??? lemme no yaar....neveys thx meenal fer da comforting n thx jan u 2....neveys jan by the way i ves also thinking of riting poem on all the times dat v vere high.....i mean y not...dat vould be sumthing 2 get sum1 really high after dey read it......i will try n include all the minute details...lets c how vell i do it....n i am serious bout it re......neveys chalo bbyeee.....
lol yea dat'll be good man. write one soon n post it. n bout d mail, sorry man my hotmail inbox shit is not opening only!! tomorrow i'll call u definitely :D. shit man...i'm so out of cash already..first of all i ws cheated by the damn bombay airport n now wherever i go wid my friends n wherever we eat I gotat pay :D. treat treat!! lol
i don wanna study in bombay..i prefer b'lore or dubai only..so let's c
i gotta talk to mum bout it..
i'll keep u informed..
lowee u
muaaahhhhh
haha i already tried an inspirin one..ok ya i no ishud get over it..but den it feels gud to rite a turnin out well in da end kinda poem...yayzzzz...sana da mail waz awesummmmmmm we shud do dat more often like seriously....hahahaha...c u tomm woman.muah
ahaannnn.................ok....rite..............i dunno vat im riting yaar.......but no seriously yaar dat day only i ves thinking u no y not???? i villl do it i vill rite a poem on all those mushy times.....ohh meenal u liked it???im sooo happyy....gud gud yeah i think so tooooo.......dat v shld do it more often.......
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