Longgg timeeee..............

hey ppl........well it's been loonngggggg since me the great had a post and 2 tell you the truth i missed blogging like crazy n hell...........vell lots has happenned since the last time i posted.......the major thing is dat "RESULTS R OUT".......well to tell u da truth it ves not all dat panicky n stuff but yeah ven it actually came out i ves damn scared.......DUH yaar.......hoo vont be?????........neveys results vere good not bad but duh i xpected more but if i keep saying dat i xpected more Allah vill get angry n he vill think im being mean,rude,selfish n surely ungrateful...neveys i no i deserve more n better so vats da big deal??? buzz off......it's OK.......alrite.....n moreover since every1 at my place is sooo happy bout it it' s all khooll re........hmm....i got really happy ven i saw the shimmering eyes n happy faces of the ppl at my place n thought it's ok dont ask for more....dis much is ok...
den before dat v had gone for monisa's treat at the open beach n den later on 2 da jumeirah beach park 2 eat.....it ves fun not bad at all.....actually 2 tell u frankly it ve sjust chillling n not doing nething great as such.......v vent dere v strolled fer sumtime n den vent off 2 eat......v had pizza......yummy yummy pizza!!!! MOHIT U MISSED IT ALL RE........but neveys its ok.....next time.......
den vat .......... it ve sall fun all dis time n den da dreadful nite THE EVE OF RESULTS came......on dat nite i can very vell remember me n jo had planned of staying up all nite but apparently v couldnt cos v started getting drowsy at da peak time i.e., at around 2:00 v vent off 2 sleep untill den v vere talking on da fone.....it ves fun chatting on fone till 2:00 in the morning.......it ves loadsa fun jo....i hope u 2 had da same fun.....v vere talking a very nice topic as i recall but im sorry guys can't disclose *winks* [all perverts here dont u have a smile on ur face ???] neveys after dat v vent 2 sleep n got up at around 5:00ish n den vere online since den......
den vat.....results came n dat ves it dat ve sthe indication of us being officially kicked out of skool........weird rite?? how v end up 12-14 of our wonderful years in less than 2 months??? really weird.......neveys the next day 7 of us i.e.,me,jo,monisa,sarah,meenal,manisha and maqy vere in skool verein it felt soo gud being beck dere in da same corridors smelling da same earth 1ce again n looking at dose familiar elderly faces again and those same children hurrying 2 be on time fer their classes......it's really weird 2 c dat life carries on.....ven ur out of a particular place ur out no1 really thinks bout u n no1 really cares bout u......veder u come or go or do vatever....vell frankly dats vat life is......u keep pondering bout it but da pondering takes u novere.....
ok enough senti stuff......after skool v vent 2 (finally) "HOUSE OF SHISHA" vich ,my firnds, is not dat gud a place......so don't bother.......dere v did shisha fer bout 2 hrs.......[hey i remember da hunt fer da taxi n den da hole journey frm jumeirah till karama].....hehe it ves fun......2 hrs.....my god 1st time i did it fer 2 hrs.. strait.....n to tell u da truth i stilll didnt get high.......heheehheh..........im dheeth........MOHIT U MISSED IT ALL AGAIN RE..........no probz now i can only say i hope dere is a next time........hehhhehe.........dere vill be re....after all "UR TREAT".......hehehehhe.........no worries i vill get it out of u mo.......
so dat ves it.....fmr vat i can remember........neveys dats it.........so u guys...ehhh.......ummm........er.........sha i never no how do end my bloody posts.......cheee yaarrr....neveys u guys take loadsa care of urself it's not compulsory but im just doing it as a formality so do it.......n bbyeee...cyah laterzzz.....CHAO.......

....My evergreen Shayaris....

hey ppl......since i dont have dat much 2 post about so i thought y not i post my shayaris 2day???so here goes something vich vill keep u bz fer quite a period of time.......

1) girift ki baat kartey ho hum toh sab kuch aisey hi chod dein,
girift ki baat kartey ho hum toh sab kuch aisey hi chod dein,
tum ek awaaz karo hum khudko is jahaan se tod dein....
2) zaalim ne aankhon se aisey chuua,
ki ehsaas meetha sa dil ko huua,
gar zind hotey to zaroor,
aapkey paas hi hotey hum huzoor....
3) jab zindagi ne aisey rukh mod liya,
sabney humsey mooh mod liya,
hum toh karna chahtey they kisi ka bhala,
us kisi ne bhi humsey naata tod liya....
4) humein is mehfil mein kyun sataatey hain aap,
ashq bankar yaad kyun aatey hain aap,
gar khabar hoti ki itna mushkil hai dil ka khel,
humein sirf ishaara kar detey,
hum na kartey aapsey mail.......[1 of my personal favs]
5) yaadon ke kaarvaan mein aap hi rehtey ho,
lakhtey jigar mein aap hi chupey ho,
mushkil hai aapsey ek pal bhi door rehna,
kyunki meri rooh mein aap hi basey ho.....
6) yaadon ke baadal chaa rahey hain,
tanhaai ka aalam pad raha hai,
hum yahaan zindagi ke liye maut se lad rahey hain,
aap wahaan bekhabar hokar mauj masti kar rahey hain????[a lil' funny dose in all da sadness']7) aapki yaad mein ek sukun hai,
har aansoon mein ek nasha hai,
har saans mein ek awaaz hai,
is awaaz ke baad aur kuch nahin,
bus aapki ek aakhri jhalak ka aaghaaz hai.......
8) ishq ki baat hi kuch alag hai,
kabhi hasaata hai, kabhi rulaata hai,
kabhi giraata hai, kabhi uthaata hai,
hum toh ban gaye shikaar is ishq ke,
ki pata hi nahin chala kab isney humein rulaaya, aur unhoney humein hasaaya,
kab isney humein giraaya, aur unhoney humein uthaya,
lekin humari soch bohot ghalat thi,
kyunki jab isney humein bedardi se thukraaya, toh woh kabhi humein sambhaalney nahin aaya......[another of my >personal favs....a lil' long i no]
9) kuch log zindagi mein aatey hain chaley jaatey hain,
khushi ke pal aatey hain beet jaatey hain,
kaash us pal ko hum chura kar rakh letey,
ki jab jee mein aata usey ek baar phir se jee letey.....
10) woh pyaar hi kya jismein kasam aur waadey na ho,
woh hansi hi kya jo ki dil se nikli na ho,
woh mohabbat hi kya jismein oonch neech na ho,
aur woh rona hi kya jismein kisi ki chahat ke aansoon na ho.....
11) is bhari mehfil mein tanhai ka ehsaas kyun hai,
aap humsey door hain par paas honey ka ehsaas kyun hai,
hum mazboot hain par kamzore honey ka ehsaas kyun hai,
yeh aankhen sookhi hain par geeley honey ka ehsaas kyun hai???......
12) aapki chahat jaisye badti gayi,
waqt haath se nikalta gaya,
humein pata hi nahin chala,
ki aapkey kareeb aaya woh ek lamha kab guzar gaya,
humney socha tha ki le jaaeyngey is chaahat ko bohot door,
pata hi nahin chala kab humarey beech faaslaa badta chala gaya.........
13) khushiyaan baatney waaley bohot milenge,
ghum baatney waala koi nahin,
aiyyashiyon ke liye dost bohot milenge,
aisey hi koi sacha dost nahin,
pyaar karney waaley aashiq bohot milenge,
par aap jaisa pyaar karney waala koi nahin.......[i adore dis one]
14) pyaar aik aisi uljhan hai jiski girift mein sab hi padtey hain,
is uljhan ke saaye mein ghum bhi hotey hain,
hum kya karein humarey naseeb mein do uljhaney hain,
ek woh jispey hum martey hain aur ek woh jo humpey jaan lutaatey hain...[well dis 1 is kinda ok]
15) aapsey baat karney ki umeed ne humey jagaaye rakha,
aapsey milney ki umeed ne humey tadpaaey rakha,
jab humein pata chala ki humari zinda rehney ki umeed nahin,
mar gaye par aapkey aaney ki umeed ne humein muskuraaye rakha...[a really intense 1]
16) aapki aankhon ki madhoshi ke kaatil hooey hum,
aapki baaton ki gehraai ke ghayal hooey hum,
aapkey pyaar bharey ishaaron ke paagal hooey hum,
aagey kuch ho na ho bus aapkey har andaaz par mar mitney ko raazi hooey hum.......
17) yeh jo kuch bhi hai,
ya toh yeh pyaar hai ya ikraar hai,
ya toh yeh ghum hai ya tanhaai hai,
ya toh yeh jeet hai ya haar hai,
par yeh jo kuch bhi hai,
ismein jalan din raaat hai......
18) is dil ko kya samjhaaein,
yeh samjhaaney waali cheez nahin,
is dil ko kaisey behlaaein,
yeh behlaaney waali cheez nahin,
is dil ko kya dikhaein,
yeh dikhaaney waali cheez nahin,
ab is dil ko kaisey batlaaein,
ki woh jisney isey dhadakna sikhaya, uskey liye dhadakna.....ab yeh mumkin cheez nahin......[another intense 1]
19) ishq ek alag si duniya hai,
jismein hum kuch alag se ho jaatey hain,
har choti si cheez se bohot khushi milti hai,
aur hum us khushi ko kaid karna chahtey hain,
hum itney nadaan hotey hain,
ki sochtey hain chand taarye todna koi badi baat nahin,
hum itney anjaan hotey hain,
ki sochtey hain kuch bhi karna itna bada gunaah nahin,
lekin jab yeh ishq humein thukraata hai,
tab humein khayaal aata hai,
ki is ishq ne humey kya diya???
is ishq ne humey rona, ghum aur thokron ke siva aur kuch nahin diya......
isiliye meri raaaey humesha rahi,
ki ishq se jitna door utna sahi,
lekin kya karoon ek din main hi is ishq mein kaid hokar reh gayi......[just speaking my mind out in dis 1]

well dats it fer now....hope u guys had a great time reading all of it.....cos i had a tiring time riting all of it......neveys chalo den u ppl take loadsa care of urself....bbyeee....chao.......

Relax....Revive....Rejuvenate

hey everybody well u guys must be surprised at my title cos dese kind of titles are usually given in spa's.....no no no i did'nt go 2 a spa......but dese three vere da things dat me, meenal, and monisa vere doing yesterday at my place.....
well it all started ven i called meenal n v vere talking n suddenly im like y dont u come n vll make stuff n eat n just sit n talk fer hours 2geder....n she ves like yeah dat sounds khewl.....n so da plan ves made.....as v 3 r da only JOBLESS ppl around i asked monisa da same afternoon n she also said yes....n moreover my house ves free so v thought u no y not???? n believe me guys it ves a good idea.....
den meenal came at around 5:30.....hey she ves on time den till monisa came me n meenal vere reading each oders messages....den monisa madam came as usual late although she was supposed 2 come early....neveys den meenal started cooking her pasta n i started making da yummy cake -vich i still am hogging- n den me n meenal gave the vegetables 2 monisa fer cutting n she -poor thing- even had 2 wash da dishes.......cmon she didnt make anything ok.....
den ven v vere just sitting after hogging i started off by saying u no guys lets have some serious talk......
n den v 3 started da serious talk again n it ves actually nice.....it ves all concerning issues n serious discussions n stuff lie dat but towards da end oof the great talk everythung ves sorted out between da 3 of us......towards da end v started thinking bout all the GALA GREAT times v had in skool............................OH I MISS THOSE DAYS LIKE CRAZY...........................in skool v vere alveys da crazy gang...............
it ves all khewl n v all had fun yesterday so dats vat matters............

HEY N 1 MORE THING:
JOOOOOOOO I MISSED U SOOOOOOO MUCH YESTERDAY.........COME BACK SOOOONNNN RE...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

.......feeling lonely......

Hey guys......oh no i think all of it is actually coming back again due to boredom i have started feeling low again......i haev started thinking everything that has happenned in da past year.....i no all u guys must be like oh my god here she goes again n u vill not vanna hear it again but cmon if u guys dont listen 2 all of it den hoo vill????....im feeling like talking bout a llottt n since i have nothing 2 do dese days cos my mom n sis have gone so i am feeling a lil toooo lonely.....
At the moment im just feeling like sleeping in mom's warm godh(laps) n just cuddling up 2 her n crying out aloud n telling her everything dats been happenned n y im feeling soooo horrible......sumtimes its just soo weird re.....its bad...i feel anything dats happening is soo bad n i just get frustrated vidout ne reason.......i hate it ven dis happens....i just hate myself fer being like dat.....venever it happens i og mad n crazy n just vanna get out of my place n be all alone vidout ne1 n cry my heart, lungs everything out....
I miss those shy smiles frm da corners of da school.....miss those screams frm frnds all around...miss those jhaakofying frm da BIO LAB.....miss those moments ven all of us guys n gals vent 2 K.V n had fun.......i remember the way he looked at me n i looked at him......the looks itself conveyd sooooooooo many messages dat only both of us could understand......da vey he used 2 say DA-DUH-DAAA......hehehhhe.......it used 2 be sooo cute n funny at da same time.....i miss those dayss soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.....I WANT DEM BACK.......I WANT ALL DOSE DAYS BACK.........sha but i cant have em back n i no dat n dats vat bothers me mosttttttt. neveys heres sumthing vich suits my situation........

IT HURTS
It hurts to go on like nothing happenned,
It hurts to look around with a put-on smile,
It hurts to call and say wussup,
It hurts to be cheerful even for a while,
It hurts to have fun without someone,
It hurts toooo much to explain everyone,
It hurts to be the same old person,
It hurts to be really heart broken,
It hurts to cry in a room full of darkness,
It hurts because the pain is full of freshness,
It hurts to act as if i am strong,
It hurts because deep down inside i no i am rong,
It hurts a lot for the people as sensitive as me.......because no matter what i do the pain inside remains the same...............

......10 Things I hate about you......

I hate to see you smile with everyone,
I hate to see you seem carefree...
I hate to see you happy with someone,
i hate it because you should be with me...
I hate to see you put up a cheery face,
i hate it because there's sorrow at the base...
I hate to see you flirt around,
i hate because to my sorrow there's no bound...
I hate the pain you have given me,
I hate the rudeness you had spoken to me,
I hate the way you said you loved me,
I hate the way oyu ended it with me,
but at the end of it allllll.....
I HATE THE WAY YOU STILL LOVE ME.........

well this poem is also made by me the great ehhee;) it ves made on the 6th of september, 2005
and it was one of the first 2 poems that i had made....the other one was "IT HURTS"......that ill rite after some days but first u guys comment on dis one re......dont worry.....