FREE...........?????

I am enclosed in a castle of worries,
i feel stranded unlike the fairies.
There's no ray of light and no ray of hope,
because this castle is buried deep down under the slope.
I am the prisoner there having no right to say,
because whatever i say is looked upon and am slayed.
I AM SLAYED...YES I AM SLAYED...
Now that i'm free,
i'm able to spree.
I am not shut up in bars,
and am able to look up at the stars.
I have the utmost right to say,
and i do dare dismay.
I AM SLAYED...OH! YES I AM SLAYED...
I used to get scared of life after death,
but now i am actually living every breath.
I used to always fear the grave,
but now do feel really brave.
I used to be horrified of the devil,
but i've already seen a lot of evil.
Now i'm happy...am happy for sure because
I AM SLAYED...YES I AM SLAYED!!!

Well i regard this as my masterpiece cos this poem actually has a pun on practically every word...it is like dat bcoz c i say i am slayed on one hand and on the other i am saying dat i am free coz i am slayed.....how can a person feel free after death??? dats vat is confusing but i still love it......cos it's meaning lies deep down.....
well guys dont think im sad n stuff im just posting it cos i wanted 2 post 1 of ma poems n so thought of doing it so enjoiiiii.........

FINAL DESTINATION III

heyyyy pppllllllll............immmm sooooooo soorryyyyyyy i am updating sooo late but i guesss it shld be ok......even if it's not....hooo cares mannn??????hehehehhe ok i no im toooooo rudeee here......ok neveys sana cut da crap....ok......ummmm.........ok now most of u ......actually all of u must be wondering bout da title.....ill explain it....dont worry......on da 27th of april, a thursday me n jo had planned 2 go fer dis movie called FINAL DESTINATION III .........initially ven i told jo 2 come she ves like no vll go fer GANGSTER n since FDIII vas an english movie my jo baby is not able 2 understand english dat well dats y she vas refusing but said yes to come only fer me.......hehheh...........i love u jo n no offence;)........yeah now v reach da city center theatre n v r obviously not on time.......v miss da first 15 minutes of da movie......vell 2 tell u guys ven i told jo 2 come fer da movie she had seen 1 of the trailors of the movie n she ve slike it is a kiddish movie of a roller coaster ride n i ves arguing vid her on dat......now ven v enter da theatre da same scene is going on n she is like c i told u im like shut up n sit n watch.....
well after dat dere comes a scene in vich dey have tied up a horse n my dear lovely jo cannot c animals in danger so vat does she do?????any guesses???? u vont guess it in ur wildest dreams... she starts screaming.....n vat does she start screaming??? lemme tell u, "OH NO! PLS DONT YAAR SHIT YAAR I CAN'T C ANIMALS IN DANGER....SHIT YAAR.....BASTARDS.." imagine my state at dat particular point of time.....shit i ves clutching jo's hand n im like joooooo shut up it's just a bloody movie....shut up jooo....n vat happens later in da movie da horse gets away unharmed haan........ahhhhh!!!!!!
after dat v vent 2 eat n stuff.....n jo gave me her letter n a surprize dat she had fer me....awwww. it ves soooo cute of her seriously.....so dat ves it..........v had loadsa fun n all ves good....no1 ves low phlow n both of us enjoyed like crazy..........so dat ves dat......

.....Echoing Voices.....

well this post is as xpected a sad one.....coz now suddenly there is so much happenning in all of our lives.....it looks like just yesterday that our boards got over n today it is nearing the end of april.....it's really unbelievable how time goes.....it's resemblanc 2 sand is true cos like sand u can't hold time in ur hands......n if u could it vould be just plain lovely......just blinking our eyes got us here towards the end of april so just imagine how fast time actually goes....i can say it truly runss.......n vid it, it takes all of the happy moments as vell as sad ones, all of our memories both sad n happy n practically everything...at times v tell ourselves y doesn't time go fast n ven it actually starts going fast v start complaining......
well the title just says vat i feel at this point of time.........sometimes im just sitting in my room either reading or just lying around or just doing sumthing n i suddenly hear all our voices calling out at the same time.....i hear sum1 calling me n dat voice keeps echoing in my mind....i hear sum1 playfully calling me ,"SUN,SUN BABIE,SHANNEY" n i hear small chuckles n small laughs n those giggles......i hear all of it n then i just sit up n look around n find no1 around n den i suddenly realise it's them......it's my frnds calling me from far off, they r distant, n cant come close coz there are a lot of barriers in between.....i feel i should do sumthing, i feel i shld try atleast sumthing but then ven i try moving my arms n legs are tied they are feelingless n so i start drifting away n start dreaming about all of us........
...........these are the echoing voices that haunt me then n now, day in and day out, n i cán't get rid of them bcoz in a vey i vant 2 keep them vid me....i vant live every moment of it again n i tell u i vill surely do anything 2 live those moments again.......i mean it.......anything.......just fer now i feel these voices are driving me insane n i can't bear them anymore.......(all the voices of teachers,students howling,us screaming aeeyy yaarr n ohh myy godddsss,our tabla,our hogging voices)everything tingles even in my unconscious mind even now....stilll it has the same impact on me as it had ven all of it happenned.........n then suddenly these voices start drifting aprt n become faint as if in the distance n i start looking around wildly, searching fer them fer all of them, i look around with eyes floaded vid tears n i realise every1 has gone.......every1 has gone far far away.....every1 has chosen their own different destiny n deir own different paths n are heading fer it......n dere i sit n dismay not vanting 2 actually accept vat is happenning.......................................

.....some lines which mean real deep.....

..........Far away, tantalizingly close, illusive,
alone weaken, guiding me nowhere,
my thoughts are mine, mine to keep,
and are mine to hide deep deep........
hey guys......welll its hardly 2 days n i am posting ma second post.....yeahh.....by da vey guys thanx sooooo muchhhhh fer da amazing comments.......i luvvvvvv uuuuuu 2 jooooooooo........n thx fer da lecture miss.Laxmi.....hehhe.....n by da vey meen i ves gonna tell u but den i cldnt call u n u didnt come online.....so dats y.....n im not acting bitchy vid no1......neveys.....da lines i've ritten above are da lines dat jackie shroff says in da movie 3 deewarein......dese lines....i just love them cos they mean soooo muchh......i just love them......i hope jo understands dem hehhhehe no offence haan jo.......he says dese lines at a point of time vere he is just lying down n just looking up at the silent sky vid no xpressions at all......ok enough bout da movie......lets talk.....ehh...vid hoom???heheh;)
neveys.......so vat else???yaar i get sooo freaking bored nowadays yaar...........it is just sooooo irritating..........I WANT SKOOL BACKKKKK......shit yaar remember guys it used 2 b sooo much of fun in skool......akha time v used 2 fool around n stuff??????v never used 2 come 2 no vere time vent.........but now............ehhhh......v never no ven time vill gooo....sha yaar it sux royally n big time.......
chalo yaar u guys keep commenting n keep smiling i dunno fer vat but yeah pls do cos i no no1 looks gud vile crying......heehehhehhe...;)......till den chaoooo.....bbyeee.......

low but kinda happy 2

hello......umm......hi.....ummmm.......ok vatever id better start now....wellll yipeee finally i have a blog now n i am really happy bout it coz already ive got a lot of sadness in my life so dis is kinda cheering me up....yeah...it is as a matter of fact.....welll 1 thing is fer sure i am surely creating at da rite date......u c????? 17th OF APRIL....wow....i mean just wow.......neveys well i dont really have much 2 say ..... but just as da title says....i am a little low but kinda happy 2 so......yeah dats it........i guess.........neveys im going bonkers n outa ma brains so before i create more chaos id better wind up just by saying.......ahhh....em......errrr........wow i created a blog.........heheheh......... bbyeeeee.......cyah later n please let all dis be a success by commenting on it........cyah later....bbye again.........