...........mom off 2 india.............

hey ppl......................hows u guyss????????? i hope everything vid every1 is fine n all khool............ok...............so now as da title says.................by the way the title says it all................. well my mom is off 2 india..........2day only i left her at da airport n came..........welll she ves crying like crazzy.................welll obviosuly u ppl must b wondering y she is crying.......da thing is dat she is going 2 india for operation n she is definitely very scared of operations.........so dats y she ves crying like crazy at da airport........u now it feels as if v r not her babies (i.e., me n ma sis) but dat she is ours.............
all the more crazy stuff is dat as age advances paremts start behavng n acting like kids n v children have 2 actually sambhaalofy i.e., otect n take care of dem.......2day only i ves watching one of da video's dat i had made n da video was of my dad sleeping oh my god...........he looked sooo cute............just like a baby sleeping after 20 hours of crying,whining n playing...........heheh.. dats really funny yaar..........
and the thing dat brings a tear 2 ones eye is dat, parents after nurturing us n taking care of us n handling us for sooooooooo many years den, later on dey become da same way.........dey 2 become like kids.........afetr a certain period of time.........like ven old age comes upon dem dey start acting like kids.........for example.........my dad used 2 run away frm chocolates n ice creams n now he loves dem..........heehehheh.........its funny ven u actually dit n think bout all of it......... n den in dis age of theirs v r suposed 2 take good care of dem n pay dem back for vatever dey have made us 2day n for vatever dey have done 2 help us stand on our 2 feet fully n totally........no matter how big a person becomes he/she shld never regret vat his/her parents have done for him/her.......................
da saying is soo apt dat:
"OLD AGE IS LIKE ANOTHER CHILDHOOD"

..........KRISSH............

OH MY GOD..................KRISSH.........................HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO EXPLAIN WAT HAPENNED ON DA DAY V VENT FER DA MOVIE KRISSH.................WELL.................I LIKED DA MOVIE N IT VES OKOK................I LOVED HRITHIK FER DA 1ST TIME IN DA MOVIE....WELL HE VAS LOOKING DAMN HOT.....WELL IN DA MOVIE FINALLY V HAD NACHOS VID DOUBLE CHEESE....JO MISS JYOTI PAHUJA KE HAATH LAGNEY SE GIR GAYE........AUR HUMNEY MANI AUR UMME SE BHEEKH LI.........NEVEYS IN DA MOVIE JO N MANI VERE GOING CRAZY......I WAS ALSO BUT I HAD CONTROL......BUT JO N MANI OH MY GOD............VEN DA MOVIE GOT OVER I WAS LIKE LEMME GET OUT OF DA THEATRE LIKE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE SO DAT NO1 NOS I VAS SITTING VID DEM........I MAYBE FLUSHING RED VID EMBARASSMENT RE...............................OH GOD.........IT VES LOVELY ON DA HOLE RE................................IT VES LOADSA FUN.................N DEN AFTER DAT V VENT 2 LAMCY FOOD COURT N ALTHOUGH IM SUPPOSED 2 B ON A BLOODY DIET I CAN FREAKING STICK 2 IT.............N I HAD A SNACK BOX FRM GUESS VERE.......YEAH KFC...................OK ENOUGH DIET DIET...........BULLCRAP..........NEVEYS N GUESS VAT I SAW IN DA FOODCOURT????????????????...............................YES WOLA "FOOTBALL" WAS GOING ON............N VILE V VERE SITTING DERE ONE OF DA TEAMS EVEN DID A GOAL..............YEAH YIPPPEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........N VILE I VES VATCHING FOOTBALL GUESS VAT COMMENT JO VES GIVING ME..........."SUN YAAR UR A BLOODY MÄN" N IM LIKE OKAYYYY..................
NEVEYS IT VES LIKE HELL LOTS OF FUN.....................N DATS VAT MATTERS..........................................................

hey ppl

hi i am just riting dis post 2 check vat da hell is rong vid my bloody blog.......................

The world.........(a mean place 2 live in)

hey guys.............welll it's been long since i posted.......well dont u guys be happy dat im posting sumthing cos dis, after a long time, is a sad one.......well recently i have realised dat not many ppl are ur only dear. near and true frnds........well 2 tell u da truth it is out of my own BAD PERSONAL XPERIENCE dat im saying dis.......guys pls no1 gets offended here OK??????........ neveys as i ves saying..........ppl are so mean and cruel in dis brutal world dat no1 comes 2 no deir actual faces until an unless dey r actually faced vid real problems........
well it surely feels damn bad ven the reality comes along us and believe me it hurts like hell..... but u cant actually do nothing bout it and dats DA WORSE PART OF IT ALL...........i no all this sounds really depressing but believe me it's da truth n reality.....n da saying in hindi is apt "sachaaiee hamesha karvi lagti hai"........well it is true fer sure........no doubts bout it........ppl pls im saying it agn........pls dont get offended by nething dat im saying but i have realised it and am sharing it vid u guys............
the worse thing is dat u start realising dat u actually have zillions of problems in ur life only after u pass out dose lovely 12 years of ur life n dat is <<<<>>>>.......like duhhhhhhh.......... its like u no all dose problems vere vaiting fer u 2 pass out n dey vill all come out at da same time and attack u like some bullet vaiting 2 be fired and proving fatal fer sum1................well to tell u da truth i have been attacked by dem and although it hasnt proved fatal but yes slowly, gradually it is working..........
but i no i vill never loose hope n vill go on till eternity and forever......i have total faith in allah above n so shld u guys hooever is suffering frm dis ailment.........have faith in da almighty above n believe me sum or da oder day everything vill be alrite .................
hey i remember 1 more syaing......."upar waley ke ghar mein der hai andher nahin"...........

.........TILL DEATH DOES US PART..........

ok guys now i feel dat dis is one of my other masterpieces.....i feel........now it depends on u guys how u guys feel bout it.......dis is bout me committing suicide........but hey after reading this poem dont think i am actually thinking of committing suicide.......no veys........no matter vat happens im not gonna leave all u ppl so easily.........so u think so??????.......hehheh........nonono.......jokes apart even if i vouldve been in utter depression i voouldve not thought bout committing suicide cos as it is in every religion......."SUICIDE IS SIN PPL".....EVEN THINKING BOUT IT IS A GRAVE SIN........SO COMITTING IT....JUST IMAGINE........well i ves just thikning ive made poems on love,problems and even passionate stuff so y not try sumthing new like SUICIDE???........so here goes something...........hope u like it guys..........n pls fer god's sakes comment.........

:TILL DEATH DOES US PART:

He entered the room, i had a smile on my face,
he obviosuly knew i was going through a gruesome phase...
There i was lying on my bed,
but with a hole running through my head...
At first he had smiled back with relief,
but then he was taken aback with a lot of grief...
He came closer and felt intense pain,
for he knew he was the reason and any effort would be in vain...
He saw the tears in my eyes,
then held my hand which was cold as ice...
He felt nostalgia surge over him,
he knew the tears where at the brim...
He remembered my words of threat,
and felt like screaming as the guilt inside crept...
I had told him i would die in his love,
he thought it a joke and said he'll be mine when we meet above...
Now that he knew about me and my illness,
i thought he would rather be mine in utter stillness...
I told him i couldn't stay in a world like this,
wherein i would have to wait until our first kiss...
I told him i wa eager to have him now,
and told him to put his hand forward and take a vow...
The vow said that we would stay together,
after we were dead forever and ever...
I told him i'm happy that he played his part,
and said well then till "after death does our journey start"...
And then there was the bang,
he stood there shocked and didn't understand...
The bang was one and it ended it all,
wherein i was the prey of a mysterious poll...
I lay there lifeless on my bed,
he stood there silent staring at my head...
The bullet had pierced through my skull,
which demonstrated that i was in a lull...
It hadn't given me no time to think,
as life was out of me in a blink...
There he stood guilty as ever,
and he said he'll love me FOREVER AND EVER...

so thats it.........temme how the poem is and please comment....................................................................................................